Saturday, 14 May 2011
23:56
i just wanna say something before i officially delete it. i know this day gonna come, where thousands of questions building up in my mind, where no one can ease my mind, where everything is just a question. i realised that after all these years, what i get is always the opposite of what i want. i tolerate for a living, i have no problem with that but somehow, can it be my time? just once, can it be like im living too? can i be reminded that im human too with needs and desires? tonight i'll sleep it off when usually i would try to make amend of it, when usually i tolerate, when usually i am the one who actually went to you. yes i did, dont even try to deny it. i hate it, thats why i want it to over but tonight, no i wont. no i wont. i'll let you do it. and yes, i know the consequences, either you'll come up to me or not, its your choice. i wouldnt try to make amend of everything, im tired.
