Friday, 19 March 2010
10:32
know what? i did realise few things a while ago but i didnt have guts to say nor putting it as my excitement. not to mention, to exaggerate the whole thing for being crossing the line. i am the kind of girl who speaks through their presentiment and carry presumptions above my head. new things doesnt go with my flow and i would not feel ashame to say fear sometimes gesture my body till it comes to an halt. i would rather make myself invisible than being drawn attention onto and by having an advantage of ability to cope with nearly none confidence does making it imposibble for myself to uphold my dreams and thus i'll smile seeing my dreams flown away by the wind. chances of making things to be change upbraid me for letting it go. i dont know, its just me. yes, i do know i should have done something to let it go, therefore it would not be such a waste. its an unruly feeling i guess and its making me uneasy. just if someone could listen to me, listen to someone inside me singing songs merrily and not taking them by just a merely responds, i could live listening upon my heart alone. and yes, i do dodge myself from being attracted to it but somehow idk why i cried watching them for willing to show their talents to the world when me, myself on the opposite rather. believe me, sometimes i do feel overwrought for pretending that someday i could do that too. perhaps i could just overdo something in my life for good reasons and let myself just get overjoyed with the flow of life. oh well as you know, life will only comes once, so have it like how you want it to be. :)
and baby, you are the last person on earth that i want to spend my life with. thankyou for being my everything. you are my bestfriend, my shoulder, my laughter, and yes my lalalala love. :) sorry for i being perhaps none to you but i'll be better because no one can love you as much as i am. iloveyou boy
♥
and baby, you are the last person on earth that i want to spend my life with. thankyou for being my everything. you are my bestfriend, my shoulder, my laughter, and yes my lalalala love. :) sorry for i being perhaps none to you but i'll be better because no one can love you as much as i am. iloveyou boy ♥ 
