Tuesday, 12 January 2010
19:25
okay, one word which obviously defines the emotions fumbling me right now is disreputable. yes indeed. How can i make you realise the fact that you brought up a severe assumption which disrupt people who loves you. now that you are in serious danger of crossing the line, it is always me to patch the crack, to silence the craps you made without an option. it is always me to juggle, to clean up all the uncalled-for mess that you made evenly, to be in the middle of your egoism. applause me to put it up through. i know it seems like i took them as a burden, well yes i do as i despise on how your brain works, how you think you're perfectly pure, how you threat people who loves you with an uncouth response and mocking them unbridled, how you love to see other people to suffer while you laugh upon their grief and making it as your entertainment. the way i see it you'll never ever change. you know why? because to you, it is all perfect, perfectly fascinating for you to live in peace. these arent some kind like a piece of work to be proud of. its not even an euphemism of i-dont-care-who-you-are. they are related to you and no matter how bad, how ridiculous they are, still they are related. they are the first one you'll be looking for if ever something happens. please stop mocking others to reflect themselves in the mirror and ask them to grow up because its funny to me, seriously i wish i had the guts to say the same thing to you. it became funnier to me when you were completely clothe yourself up from being jealous, likewise creating an intimate duplication of me secretly and as usual to admit it is the last thing you want to do on this earth. listen, its kinda weird because we used to fly together and now i dont feel like i know you anymore. and believe me, in the end i'll be the only one who can stand up to it so please, open your eyes WIDER.
